i havent used this bullshit in forever.
i just basically got out of rehab.
i'm 32 days clean.
i fiend every fucking day of my life.
but i fail to fulfill my cravings.
uhm basically,
life has been really hard.
and the statement "mo cushin for tha pushin"
is fucking wack fool.
whatever.
<3

i'm beginning to grow up ( Read more... )

alot has happened.
i'm not who i used to be.
drugs arent me anymore.
i got expelled from conejo.
i hate everyone with a few exceptions.
i work at the janss movie theatre.
sweeping popcorn is hard work nigga.
i eat alot.
& i have adjusted to liking myself.
& i dont have to prove anything to anyone.
the end

i need something to replace the drugs in my life.
i need a boyfriend.
a decent one.
now where the fuck am i going to find something like that.

ughhh

I'm sure you'll all be glad knowing that my crackass has been sobering up. it was 9 days, i fucked up and now i've been 10 days sober. only weeeeeeeed & downers. but i havent done much of that anyways.

crystal meth is such a shitty thing to stop doing.

...i haven't eaten in so long, & today i just decide to eat for a family of 12 ( Read more... )

everything is pretty much back to normal ( Read more... )

It's my birthday.
oh fuck.
i'm finally 16.
ew.
oh add my other journal you stupid bitches.
crack_x_raider
thanks.

New lj.
add it.
~crack_x_raider

If talking shit makes you feel better, GO AHEAD AND DO IT ( Read more... )