today is my birthday ( Read more... )

( steven a. douglas was a great debater,
abraham lincoln was the great emancipator )

i'm going to do this over the internet because i can't remember the last time i talked to you in person and i would rather not start right now. so lauren, i just need to say that i wouldn't have been bothered one bit if you had approached me on wednesday and told me that you had a problem with me. but instead, i had to hear about the things you ( Read more... )

i think that some part of everyone's life deserves to be in a movie with music accompaniment ( Read more... )

my hands smell like developer, my hair and clothes like cigarettes masked by my mom's perfume. i like the public library. i'm going to try and spend time there more often. this is the first year i haven't made valentines. i guess it's a sign that things are changing. in good and bad ways.

( i've been spending a lot of time watching episodes of 'f troop' on tv land. )

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you know that when your mom tells you it's time to have a "talk" then closes the door behind her, she means business. and then you start thinking about every bad thing you've ever done, but you realize that it's actually worse because you don't know what you've done ( Read more... )

so i went to the doctor's today to get my physical for softball. and on my way out the door, it apparently was a BIG PROBLEM that i had not gotten my tetanus shot. a BIG PROBLEM that needed to be solved immediately. so i sat and waited. and eventually got really upset. so i cried a lot. before anything happened and afterwards. because the last time ( Read more... )

my finals start tomorrow and for the first time ever, i couldn't care less ( Read more... )

i need a break. i want to feel alive. i need to spend more time with the people i care about. i don't feel like rachel right now ( Read more... )