sort of strange. im feeling light headed. everyone tries to be like her including, like, everyone. shes so stupid.eww. they gave me a couple of drinks, my famliy and i am feeling light headed, its been a week since ive had a cigarett. i think im quiting. these family gatherings i hope i never attempt to bring andrew to one again. i forget, its not ( Read more... )

i need to, oh ew.at least one good thing.walk, walk walk!listening to this , we listen to this in diferent ways.im just feeling like watching harold and maude.maybe start to use spell check.i dont care!

well and so i wonder, is there any change, or just a constant back and forth.i get, not really hurt feelings, just this uneasy feeling all over my torso, i was trying to figure it out last night driving home. feeling like i dont know. i just hate it and its that sort of feeling you cant place so you want to press it into your skin and see it come ( Read more... )

teach me anyways. i didnt know things would get back to this again. its refreshing, and im not worried. caught off gaurd, wonderful ( Read more... )

no, its just humourouse. i dont know, looking back in here, i mean its been here for years.this time last year being three months pregnant, feeling so uneasy and secreative.this time this year feels so much better.'those numbers look scary to me'. not wanting to think about like 6 months of our relationship. its mutual, and sad and funny.and ( Read more... )

i finished me drawing in ink today. i took more polaroids to draw on. all of them lately there arent anylines i want to draw on but i cant help but to draw on them. i like them anyways. im feeling like i like my art again? i dont know, im just not really thinking about it. but i am enjoying it. my finger feels like its bubbling, i look at it, its ( Read more... )

i wan looking through, these are depressing to me. there too big and scattered, and i think its my brown hair now that is sad to me, silly, and well.to damaged to change. hmm, the little prince is inspiring. i owe being interested in a book to charlie, i hope adri loves it. hes only interested in books with colorful pictures in the m right now. we ( Read more... )

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mm mm. i dont know.it just feels so nice right now. babble adri.bubble bobble ( Read more... )

oh i dont know. i see her with her secrete. not sure if its a real interest. i forget..how can you tell with no physical contact?not untill a hug goodbye. or pretending to push his chest gently with your hand to see if theres any sort of feeling. silly girls. i mean, easy girls, hips swinging ( Read more... )