This past week has been nothing short of eye opening. I have never felt so compelled to do something. Never felt this wonderful with my choices and actions. For once I am doing something for me, doing EVERYTHING for me. Not to mention this is the first time that I'm choosing 100% to be single and not seek out anyone. I realized that I don't NEED ( Read more... )

A few little known secrets, I feel I need to get off my chest...
- I have this intense anxiety and panic disorder.
- I live in fear of getting a panic attack, which then manifests itself in to one.
- I have had severe eating problems over my life time. Both ( Read more... )

why the fuck can't I just let you go!?!? I always think that I'm over it, over you. But obviously not when I'm sitting here crying, reminesing (sp?) about the old days. I just wish so badly you were the person you used to be 3 years ago. You are so different, so heartless. I want you gone, want you out of my life for good. I'm so tempted to tell ( Read more... )

Shit's chill now. I'm fine with everything. I'm trying REAL hard to just let everything go. I know my true friends love me and that's all that matters. Fuck everything and everyone else ( Read more... )

Yeah, as things seem to be looking up, shit always has to hit the fan somehow ( Read more... )

Im never on this shit anymore.
whatever
Only news I got is that I'm single again.
Fuck yeah!

Life is good. just enjoying all it has to offer. Try my best to be happy and do what I gotta do.

:o)

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I'm so happy. It's crazy! Spencer and I are doing great. We have our little fights. and I have decided that he is not allowed to drink around me. I don't like how he acts and that's fine with him. We don't drink much anyways. So yeah. aaaand he has helped me QUIT SMOKING. yaaaaay! Ok...well...I'll be honest, I have one every once in a while when I' ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to tell this person why I'm so angry. I know I will only hurt feelings and make things even more awkward. and I really don't think she can handle the truth of what I'd say. Plus I'd be ratting a lot of people out for things they've told me. and I hate that! But then again why do I care so much? I mean, I'm angry, it shouldn' ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is amazing! Last night was sushi, "Into The Wild", ice cream and cuddling. All his idea, all his treat. I'm getting the itch to tell him I love him...cus well guys...I do. :o) Is that crazy? I mean...we've only been seeing each other for a little over a month. But I've never felt this way, never had this connection. To be honest, it ( Read more... )

Perfection is the name of the game! :o)

I'm changed, for the better...

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