Chris and I broke up in April.   Sometimes I'm not sure how it lasted this long.  He is still a mess.  I have called him twice, like a dumbass.  He just keeps wanting me back.  I don't know what to say except I think this is for the best.  He seems to have forgotten how bad our relationship had gotten.  I'm constantly wondering, if he gets better ( Read more... )

My head's spiralling, or more like..mushing back into the mentality that I felt when I was younger.  Only this time around, I feel very alone ( Read more... )

i guess i'll just write in this thing when I need to vent a little.  This may not happen often, or it could get quite annoying ( Read more... )

Once in a while I stumble upon this web site again ( Read more... )

for the last couple days, I've been reviewing my archive of journal entries. And I'm speechless. I can't believe what a stupid, naive, whiney little girl i was just 1 and 2 years ago. But I guess i'll just have to accept it. It made me cringe to read most of those entries. I only hope that I am not so much like that anymore ( Read more... )

so i got rear-ended by some asshole. there's a big ass dent in the back of my car. still trying to figure that shit out. i'm working a lot at atlanta bread company. im still with chris. i'm actually 100% happy with a guy for once in my life. stuff sucks but hey i love this place ( Read more... )

I have my license and a car now. I'm going to Brookwood this year. bleck.. but anything's better than shiloh i suppose. i got my labret pierced. I'm still with chris and very happy ( Read more... )

i think this deserves an entry ( Read more... )

so I'm updating cause brittany told me to ( Read more... )

I'm completely jumbled in the head right now. I need someone's advice. I'm not sure why the hell I'm asking you guys cause you don't know the situation but I guess I need some support or something ( Read more... )