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A Moment to Pause..
I had thought tonight about Brian when I started to miss him. He may have judged harshly to my "crime" but he hasn't been through all I've been through. And then the thought hit... He's looking for his "raison d'être" And I realized, I could not be that for him at this moment in time. He's not for me. Now..if ever.
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Missing You
You have no idea how difficult it is to not have the outlet of texting you my random thoughts to hear your witty sarcasm in response...
I miss you so much.
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A New Life Begins
The move today went so quickly and smoothly. I have great friends and family. I got my 2 cartons of cloves from Indonesia today. I have a "home" to just be me in now. I'm relaxing, drinking and watching whatever I want to watch.
Sure, I have minor glitches like the DSL and choosing a job or just sticking out this lean time at Encore. I just did a ( Read more... ) -
Drinking...reflecting...launching
Sitting here at Boston's between a set and strike. Loving life. So many thoughts racing through my head. What needs to get done..my lack of restful sleep on a non-Tempur-Pedic bed...should I take the Rainbow cleaning job? I need money. I'm actually at that point that if I had a great body, I'd probably strip. I know, not my thing EVER. I know I'll ( Read more... ) -
Signs
In the past month, I have really aligned myself with seeing the signs. There has been NO vagueness. The signs are clear. I have clarity. Now if I could just talk my past conditioning and habits into conforming to ME and who I am and desire to be.
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Can't Sleep...Too Much to Do
I'm tired. Didn't go to bed until 2am. So much to do. So little time. Overwhelmed and sometimes panicked. I woke up abruptly this morning and just sat bolt upright.
I just want a break from the insanity. Between divorce, packing stuff to move, being laid off, learning a new business, and freaking the fuck out about money...I just want to get away.
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(9:25:01 AM) LiquidMercurial: This is me: http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html
(9:27:37 AM) Stephen: you?
(9:27:43 AM) Stephen: a roller coaster of emotion?
(9:27:48 AM) Stephen: surely not!
(9:27:53 AM) Stephen: banish the thought!
(9:27:54 AM) Stephen: LOL
(9:27:56 AM) ***Stephen ducks
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Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry ( Read more... ) -
Top 15 Books and Music Albums
Thanks to Aja for this....
Rules: Don't take too long to think about it. Fifteen books you've read that will always stick with you. First fifteen you can recall in no more than 15 minutes.
- The Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux
- Ender's Game - Orson Scott Card
- The Neverending Story - Michael Ende
- George's Marvelous Medicine - Roald Dahl
- State ( Read more... )
- The Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux