sometimes when you think everything is deeper, clearer, more vibrant and alive, all you have is mirrors. this year was full of that with me switching my life around and trying desperately to maintain my closeness with you guys. it didn't work as well as i'd hoped, but better than it could have been. i'm kinda lonely, but getting my work done and it ( Read more... )

so, a little long since i saw all ya'll, and life sure took a turn on me this year, i'm sorry if i ditched you all, and i could explain, but it all comes down to money and what what, but i spent more days than i can count trying to find another way, and i wish i could change now, but i know it's for the better... somehow ( Read more... )

it's easy to say i'll be there ( Read more... )

other than the 2 people i know saw it, who else check lj today?

if you're a friend, i'm leaving a comment... please read it, because i don't want to try to change anyone if they don't want it

it hurt ( Read more... )

if you want to take the time and run through this.. you'll be a much better person for it ( Read more... )

for every girl out there who's been hurt ( Read more... )

i believe this has detiriorated like all good websites, and, unless i get enough people to tell me that they actually read what i post, i'm just gonna stop posting altogether... well... at least stop thinking people actually care. no hard feelings, just think you all got sick of hearing other peoples' problems and nobody cares about how great our ( Read more... )

ok, since no one gets how annoying it would be in the first place, it doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but i finally disabled the mute button on my headphone cord,.. ok, so i made it look a little wierd if you look closely, but it works and i didn't even cut a cord... i am soo good... long story about these headphones, or maybe it's just not ( Read more... )