maybe its the fact that ive been working 35 hours a week...or just the simple fact that i'm moving on, but i already feel so distant from watertown high and this town itself. since graduation ive barely done anything besides go to some grad parties, work, and go to orientation and i feel guilty that i havent been dwelling on "the end of high school ( Read more... )

I have this really crazy need/yearning inside of myself to always be more than I am. Its a negative aspect of my personality but in some ways its what makes me strive to be a good person. I always feel like i'm ready for the future but so many parts of me are so nervous. How am I ever going to be able to recreate myself next year? I know it sounds ( Read more... )

every guy i ever date is a huge moron.

this world needs new guys in it. im becoming way too bitter
in reference to this...i suck with trust, no one makes it any better for me to learn to trust people, and once you screw up with me...you basically blew it forever because ill never get the mistakes out of my head.

solid. just had to confess this

i wish i had a backbone.

i feel like i put everyone else before myself and i always get screwed over

nothing is wrong right now...but theres still that unsettling feeling.

id have to be the biggest fucking fool to let you do that to me ever again

NOPEEEEEEE. sorry

I'm not ready to make nice ( Read more... )

right now, i really wish i could just throw my senior thesis shit into a fireplace, pack my bags, and move to New York City. I miss my brothers living at home, i hate the thought that I won't be living at home, but still, I feel this strange need to just get away. There's so much crap that I feel is just holding me back here and I don't think i'll ( Read more... )

And she combed your hair, and she kissed your teeth ( Read more... )

"fool me once-shame on you. fool me twice-shame on me."

things shouldn't be like this.

but they are.