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We're all Just People
All people are just, well, people. There is a reason for different kinds of people and how they live, and the results. I mean, I think I have a really good THEORY, but it's just a theory and not proven. So here it is ( Read more... ) -
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Tomorrow is solo ensemble *!!!!DOES HAPPY DANCE!!!!* I've been working really hard on my solo. If you're a clasical music finatic then you'll know what I'm talking about when I say I'm singing Bist Du Bei Mir by Jonan Sebastian Bach. It's definately a challenging song for me. First of all it's a "Class A" piece, and second high notes arent ( Read more... ) -
Dude!!!!
NVM dinners ready -
Realizations
The two best places for me to think tend to be at the park on the swings, and with my friends... yea I've come up with the realization that I'm in constant listening/thinking mode. Ask me how I can do both and I'll say, " I simply think in between clauses of listening." Ha! What now?! Anyway, I really like being in constant listening mode ( Read more... ) -
Protect Innocence
I want to protect innocence. It's truly the only thing that I believe makes us hope because children hope for the greatest things in life and they are truly innocent. Innocence is also easily broken. You need to protect it. Advocate for yours and preserve others'. Don't let innocence ever be battered or scorned, for it only brings true sadness ( Read more... ) -
I no longet think of Shane as more than a friend!
I have come to the realization that my infatuition with Shane, was stupid. I let my obbsession totally vex my mind, was aware of it, and didn't do anything to put a stop to it. In the beginning like when Izzy didn't say that he hadn't said this, " I'll learn to like if looking liking moves" I was actually smart about talking to him and being true ( Read more... ) -
I need to shut my mouth!
Sometimes I just need to shut up. The stupidist, conceeded, problimatic shit comes out of my mouth and it really pisses people off! I just really need to stop and think about what I do and say before I actually do or say anything. For instance, I cut in front of my mom in the kitchen which is relatively small and she's... not relatively small, ( Read more... ) -
Tall Philosipher
I've realized that he's totally over any "feelings" for me. Oh well. All I can do now is move on. And if I just happen to think about Shane at all then I have to stop thinking bad thoughts. STEER CLEAR OF SOUR GRAPES!!! That's not my thing. If I can't have something then it was probably for the best and I'm not going to be negative about that ( Read more... ) -
OMG
Ok. I've currently exchanged like ten words with Shane and it's totally awkward not having said anything else since like 10 min. ago! I'm nervous, my heart is palpitating, my palms are sweating. This won't DO! I need to calm down. *Think happy thoughts THAT DON'T INCLUDE SHANE* FUCK... FUCK... FUCK! Ok I'm done being nervous. I've vented ( Read more... ) -
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Just to let you know, Shane is the guy I've been somewhat infatuated with since... well, for a while now. So yea. Bear with me! LOL ( Read more... )