SERIOUSLY ( Read more... )

its been one Year ( Read more... )

i alwz wanna write something.

but i never do.

my life needs to change.
ive been making so many changes.
got rid of all the meaningless people.
i dont feel changed.
i just feel alone.

after my lease is up i seriously am going to force myself to move out of this country for a while.
yah right. but its wishful thinking.

im tired of pretending everythings ok.

im seriously not ok.

its not ok.

fuck.

im sitting in my room, and i just thought about hugging cody. i still remember wut it feels like to hug on him. i miss the kidd. Its still so sad. im still sad about it, alwz will be. i wish that he would have at leas gotten to finish high school you know... =( So i went to dinner with my father on monday night, just me and him. and Surprisingly it ( Read more... )

Hiiiiii.
So life goes on ( Read more... )

Cody ( Read more... )

oh btw ONE MONTH TILL MY BIRTHDAY!

how the fuck do u tell someone something without sounding like a total bitch ( Read more... )

people make me laugh ( Read more... )