Ok so this is the deal the other day I was pissed that I was just like the other girls but will always be treated differently. Now last night in class I was looking at them all and was freaking out I will never be one of them. I am on this crazy roller coaster of I am one of the girls! O my God I cant be one of the girls! I am nut job after all

So after 39 years of hating myself and hating everyone around me I decided to finally admit openly I am trans ( Read more... )

Off to Seattle for the rest of the week!

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I'm back. Life tried to kill me, but I have crawled out of the grave to fight again.

My diet is going great! I have lost 3" off my chest, 2" off my waist and 2" off my hips. Go Me! Next mesurements on 7/6/06

A big hug and hello to Avonk.

Life is good right now. I am sticking to my diet and I am down to about 1200 calories a day. The strange thing is I cant really eat any more. If I eat more than about three bites I am so full I want to puke. I may not be posting for a while as I am going to be busy as hell.

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A painful yet funny story about coming out.
My sister in-law found out why I was leaving my wife.......

Sister in-law: " Why the fuck would you want to be a little queer ass fagot?"
Me: I'm not a fagot. I am a transsexual, that and I don't evan like guys
Sister in-law: So what? That makes you some kind of lesbian?
Me: well sort of....
Sister in-law: Your ( Read more... )