i'm sad ( Read more... )

how much more can be dropped on me? My dad is in the hospital because his heart was racing 180 beats a min. now he's staying over night and i'm worried as shit about him. And I don't know what to do anymore.

I wish just once, people would see the reasons I act the way I do. There is so much reason to who i am today. I just want someone to understand it, other than me. Until then, i'm alone inside ( Read more... )

Why do I always feel like I live to please others...i wish for once i could just build up the courage to live my life the way i want to.

What do you do when you are afraid to tell your parents something they were so proud of you for is not going to happen anymore...I hate being a dissapointment, it seems like that's all i've been lately.

i'm so damn confused and sad and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I need to scream some more.

i need help

I had the absolutely most crazy new years eve day of my entire life. It feels like i lived in an espisode of the O.C. and it was absolutely insane. I won't give details, but wow. Now...i'm confused, and completely in shock and my life is spiraling in a complete direction unknown. I hope everyone had a great new year's eve. 

If an yone would like to hang out, please feel free to call me at anytime. I've been going through some rough stuff and could really use some company whenever you can offer it. Thanks.

lisa

It's over. And i have no idea how my heart will ever mend. It has been the greatest 10 months of my life due to having someone there for me every single day to help me through. I'm just dissapointed that it couldn't have turned out differently. We are just both too stubborn and too much alike that one will not cator the others needs for the future ( Read more... )

honestly, i really miss hanging out with everyone...A LOT! I feel like i'm stuck doing the same things everyday with the same people everyday. I want to know what's going on in all of your lives...you've always been my family and now it's like i have no family. I'm sorry i haven't been in much contact with any of you. Everything is consuming my ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICARI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!