this is me today...i had a pretty good day; unfortunately, the closer it gets to night, the lonelier i feel. aw well, i just have to suck it up.

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i cant believe how hard this still is a second time around. lately i've been finding myself lonely and sad more often, and just as i was getting used to it, my room mate came back and now every once in a while (when ever i see her) everything turns to anger. Heavenly Father please take away my pain, i shouldnt be feeling this way.

i close my eyes and make myself believe everything is alright and is the way it should be.

i'm feeling a little lonely at the moment but no one has to worry about me; i can take care of myself. God gave me everything i have and i'm so appreciative. i'm not a queen and i'm not spoiled and i'm definitely not high maintenance; God gave me patience and now it time to prove myself. most of the time your heart lies to you (most people dont ( Read more... )

my heart aches for you, but nikki, i pray that you understand. i dont want to ruin our friendship by moving in together.

Father, I miss Sadie so much, but I know you are doing Your work through her doctors and if you say she will not be well enough to come back to school next year i have to accept your decision. Everything that has just happened today feels like you are telling me that the house on 44 Glovers Rd is not meant for me, but You have not completely shot ( Read more... )

i stayed up late last night to make sure the news would tell me something good, and just before midnight do you know what i saw...ahh i'm so upset right now; this fucking strike better only last a fucking week!

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i had a good night.

the producers=i wish i had seen the play, but i tell ya it was a damn good 'ol movie.

and on a different note, this wind is so violent its scaring the bajeebees out of me.

45 minutes of tears means my sad heart need the Lord.