if this is what God wants...then who am I to doubt?

regardless if i dont always want this to be the truth or not, it really is powerful.

i got my phone call this morning towards the end of my first class. as soon as my phone rang, i knew i was gonna hear either my mom or my dad's voice on the other end; as soon as i heard my dad's voice, i knew. he said she passed away early this morning. even though its a relief that she's not in anymore pain and she's now with jesus and my nonno, ( Read more... )

so the hospitals kick you out after 21 days apparently. my nonna had to be brought back to Villa Colombo (the columbus centre) and she's not doing too well anymore. after seeing her today, it broke my heart to see her still struggling to live. i cried not because she's dying, but because she's still alive; in pain and suffering; she cant breathe ( Read more... )

i went to travis' speaking last night for some prayer time. eveyone was asking where i was at first so sadie told them, and when i finally got to ryan's room with everyone there, shawn said something as if he was laughing at me cuz of the whole church and God deal. i didnt care cuz i know what i know and i believe and it makes me actually feel good ( Read more... )

Wish You Were Here Lyrics ( Read more... )

well i just found out that my great grandmother is now not doing so good and i've been advised to put away some nice clothes for the funeral. it might happen pretty soon actually. i know things will be good; she will have stopped suffering and she will be with God and my nonno; her son, and her daughter that died when she was only 7. it's whats ( Read more... )

travis will probably be great to talk to, but right now i dont need him any more. everything will be fine ( Read more... )

quite nervous at the moment, my stomach is in knots. travis lives right under my room, i went to visit him today before i came to class. i talked to ryan before but he's my friend only so i think he has a biased opion of things, travis said he's fine with talking if i ever needing needed to talk; i need to learn more about guys points of views, ( Read more... )

wow even the computer thinks i'm a dork..pfft

so last night i had the weidest thing so far happen. on meetmeinto, some girl messaged me telling me how she thought i was so pretty and what-not and we just chatted for a little after and she wanted my email for msn so i figured, why not she seems nice. anyway she started talking about sex and asking me personal questions and i didnt really want ( Read more... )