so today is the manson concert. im wake..ok? arg...sun..to early to be up. kriz is on her way here so we can go super early and stand in line. hey u know im excited. fuck all of u who are giving kriz a hard time for going with me. personally i think kriz is jsut going to make me happy. rico seems agrivated about the whole situation. i dont feel too ( Read more... )

i havent been feeling too well lately. my body hurts and i am nauous. i went to go do blood work yesterday and i was busy talking to my nurse and i forgot to drink my orange juice and i stood up and passed out. lol. then when i was on the computer talking to kriz later that day i got all light headed and almost passed out agian. so i have been in ( Read more... )

hrm...i dont think i have too much to say. but i havent posted in a few days. for some odd reason i have been having trouble commenting on other journals. i keep getting this thing that pops up telling me that i am not me. anyways...i hung out with jimmy tonight and we went shopping at walmart. i got a new hoodie...go me i rule. i am currently in ( Read more... )

hey everybody. like the new icon picture? me kriz and rico and his lil nephew went to grat america yeaterday and got these pictures taken. kriz had free passes and i felt special that she chose to bring me along. i got to get to know rico a lil better. he is a sweetie. i am so happy that they are getting married. i know im gonna cry at the wedding ( Read more... )

so i hear that maybe vinni is out of jail after all. could be a rumor. i dunno. dont know what to do. does this mean i cant go to steak n shake anymore?

so i went to the seminar last night for the gastric bypass surgery. i found out a lot of useful information. some things i wasnt too thriled about. but that isnt going to stop me. those who know me well know that when i have my mind made up there isnt much that can be done to change it. food is going to become a major issue for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

i hung out with ben and his friend launce last night. i guess launce was determined to get me drunk. lol. they knew exactly what to buy me too. liquid candy...pepermint schnaps. lol. i havent had that in a long time. there was a phase i was going thru where i could drink a whole bottle myself. but i got a lil burned out and stopped. but i drank it ( Read more... )

around 1:00 am i drove up to steak n shake to see my friends. as i was pulling into the area i saw vinnys truck and he yelled out at me if i wanted to go off road driving. gladly i said yes and parked my car. there was another guy i didnt know in the truck but he was getting out to go home. i hopped in the truck and said hello to vinny. he backs up ( Read more... )

im so excited. we finally got a hold of the doctor that i want to perform the gastric bypass surgey on me. i am going to a seminar on wendsday night to find out all the graphic details about the surgery. im definately going to block most of it out of my mind so i dont get discuraged out of it. ok so i will be eating baby food for a month and i will ( Read more... )

If I were a month I would be: october ( Read more... )