and you're almost dead.

these are our best years. so they say.
we are in our prime. we only get older from here.
i dont want to wake up and wish i'd done things differently.

i get involved in odd conversations with people.
sooometimes it gets uncomfortable.
either way, it makes me smile.
its flattering at the very least!
its fun to reminisce :)
its nice to know the people im still friends with. surprising too! :D
today was great! its the little tiny things that make my day.
having an umbrella and a beautiful jacket to keep ( Read more... )

Sonia Rykiel.
oh. my.


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today we saw a mighty hawk.

fat and disgusting. i hate being a girl.
"...i want to retch and die"

i bought/customised my mask for saturday. its lace! only the best <3 ( Read more... )

p.s
i did it!
i finally made a hair appointment! i will no longer be scraggles mcgee.
after saturday i will hopefully have a perfectly sculptured head of hair.
still a bit nervous about these so called professionals but i'll have to trust one eventually,
and it might as well be this weekend. all in time for the masquerade ball later that day <3 ( Read more... )

man people are are changing.
man bear pig? whatever.
but they are. maybe everything does work out for the best?
*censored*
you never really know anyone completely. its impossible.
but i guess i havent been myself lately either.
i dont know whats normal anymore.


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it was 2yrs ago last night. which makes today the worst day of my life. i keep thinking back to that morning when sharon woke me up with that news. there is nothing like that. the intense shock and massive disbelief. i started crying before it had even sunken in. i know everyone has their shit.  i still dont believe it happened.  i just cant get it ( Read more... )

Relearn to feel Somwhere I forgot about the feeling If feeling make us human than what am I? Get ready change is coming I am reprogrammed Almost human now Stop I've got a gun Halt the process Duck and run, run Not quite human but the weapon is loaded