I want o get completely fucked up. Anything to make me stop thinking.

I can't tell them. They can't know. I need to hide it.
If I'm wasted it's so much easier.

I'm so afraid of losing control. I've worked so hard. I can't lose control. Don't lose it. Please?

I'm literally holding on by my fingertips.
And I think I'm slipping...

ugh! i hate that she still pisses me off. Obviously you were the problem if we are all still friends.

I miss you!!!!! Come home!!!

Today was a huge ego boost:) haha. I just wish it mattered.

<3

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