I have a blog now, which I also rarely write in-

missylikesicecream.blogspot.com

I don't have internet at my apartment (yet...maybe next year) and when I am at work, I am at work and feel funny about doing it.

But I am very excited about the holidays and living away from home and getting to come home, with Geoffrey.

I hope everyone else is very happy ( Read more... )

For posterity....

saw Seth Green in the 8th Avenue station

and the gay guy from Six Feet Under at Sweet-Ups  (bar in Brooklyn).

let's see.

i got a job. which is good. if only because it's one step closer to getting me out of here.

i am tired of feeling jealous of everyone who has it easier.

i am tired of feeling slightly ignored/under-appreciated.

i am in a very bad mood today and i totally shouldn't be.

but i feel very trapped and i am basically not having any fun in my life ( Read more... )

...and i was just starting to feel ok again.

I didn't know it was possible to feel such a high high and a low low in such a short amount of time until you came back.

i feel so sad. it breaks my heart.

it felt like fall.
but also kinda like april...
i believed every word you said.

(my weekend was perfect, how was yours?)

i hate:

when you are cryptic and it makes my imagination run wild.

people who make their myspace profiles private (whyyy? you aren't that important).

the argument of loyalty (in my head, at least).

second-guessing, the back and forth.

the fact that buying a beautiful red (fake) leather bag made me feel SO good, even for a second.

when you don't answer me ( Read more... )

My favorite part in Almost Famous is when William's sister says "FECK YOU!!!" to her mother and her mother gets all upset and William says "I think she said feck" and his mother says "What's the difference?" and he says " A 'U.'"

(I am trying. I swear.)

Why do I feel like I am being punished...when all I did was follow my heart?

I just want to feel like myself again. I just want to stop lying to people when they ask me how I am, how I'm doing.

I just want the respect that I deserve. I didn't try to do this. I would change it if I could.

(What wasted unconditional love. On somebody who doesn't ( Read more... )

Today I bought:

-an iPod nano.

-Marc Jacobs perfume.

-a book of Sudoku puzzles. (so addictive.)

-the new Nylon magazine finallyyyyy!!!!!

-a very cute shirt.

I would post pictures if I rememberd how.

Never underestimate the power of retail therapy.

Ryan Cabrera came into the shop yesterday.

He had flawless skin

and couldn't recall where he was exactly.

(I am still waking up everyday with a sick stomach. This needs to end.)