i got a new username peoples _nikki_fm_ so yeah add me. <3

so yeah i applie for like 4 jobs. and i interviewed at some of them. and i didn't get e of the jobs. doesn't that suck!!! seriously it blows. but oh well.... im just havening a crappy ass week.

so this weekend was creazy i spent every second with matt. and today he left. so yeah it was hard meagan had to like pry me off of him. and then me n matt drove back cuz he knew i wouldn't want to be riving wiht neone else and we got to his house and someone bought fuckin pineapple and pepornno pizza. so that made me cry after i ahd just stopped ( Read more... )

so today is matts bday yay! yeah its been fun today me and matt mott skipped fourth together we were fuckin with pople at lunch lik sayin so wanna hang out tonite wink wink it was funni but yeah so matts over my mo amde him dinner for his bday i can't believe he leaves in 3 days but its ok cuz im gonna skip school on onday cuz i changed my whole ( Read more... )

Summer has gone

and past

The Innocent can

never last...

yeah so matt leaves in less han a week :-/ its really bumming me out but u know. and i know when we drop him off and then we have to leave im going to cry so much. lol and matt motts like yeah... we'll play wake me up when september ends... yeah ok rght make things WORSE! god. lol but yeah ( Read more... )

so tonite tina and kerrie came over and chilled for like an hour and then matt matt and casey came and picked me up and matt m and casey smoked yeah. they were pretty funni after. we drove around. went to dunkin donuts saw edin. i also found out MORE SHIT i did saturday. i hate life!!! ugg. seriously i dun thikn im ever gonna drink liquor again ( Read more... )

i love matt andrew jack clark and he leaves in a week :(.... exactly. this time next week. i will be saying good bye to him.

ok so this weekend equals pretty awesome besides friday nite gettin in a big fight with matt c but me and amtt m rode around and talked. i foujdntout the night he almost cheated on me he wasn't as drunk as he claims but i forgive because this was like when we first started going out and like i know alcohol does crazy things to you. oh trust me do i ( Read more... )

so what do you do when u love someone so much that you would do anything for them ( Read more... )

i ahet everything. i hope homecoming is good tomorrow or me n matt might be over... i don't think he even liked me nemore :9