...so.... why do I still miss her...

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Gothie boy and emo wench find themselves trapped in a stereotypical yet perpetually rotating lump of gooey emo pudding. (If you realize what this is, then ask yourself... how much free time do you have on your hands?) "Is that a blister?" "Hey, Emo Wench... Remind me to kill you some time today..." "Now?" "No, not now..." "But why not? I've ( Read more... )

Life is such a mystery ( Read more... )

I'm so confused... She's calling me... She's confused about everything... She's keeps saying that she's sorry. She keeps talking about suicide... Why do I still care? I can't live in a relationship with her... not as a friend... not after knowing everything I do... Maybe over a phone, but never in person... I don't know how I'll ever get ( Read more... )

Ok... little update ( Read more... )

Turns out that Steph is considering breaking up with me again... and she's holding back because she's afraid of losing me? hrmm... I told her to follow her heart and no give a care for anyone else except who she feels she needs to. She's been wearing herself thin for far too long... either that or everyone's telling her she's been and it's ( Read more... )

Wow... Steph shot down Matt on Thursday at school. That's hardcore. ((SHE REALLY FLIPPIN' LOVES ME!!! OMFG!!!)) *sniff* Anywho... I don't know why, exacty, that makes me feel so good... Prolly cuz of all I've seen of the bastard... Now his intentions a crystal clear. He wants Steph for his own, and doesn't care about me or what we have. ( Read more... )

More on this laterz... I LOVE MEH STEPH!!!

Pain was just part of the solution, right? Not the result... but here I am... Fire is rushing into my skin. Darkness... internal bleeding... This 'love' is slipping away from my eyes. I can't say it anymore... it hurts too badly... Locked away into void. Reaching out to razors and poison because they glimmered light... I can't get over ( Read more... )