i believe now more than ever that you have no control over who it is you like/love. i wish things could be different right now. i've got these intense feelings for someone and i know it can't be. they have them too, but it's beyond our power to make anything out of it.

it's 2007. my resolution for the past 10 years was to lose weight. this year, that's not it! no need for that anymore. it's been done :) nothing left to lose. maybe i should slim down my ego a bit, but nahh.
this year all i want is to live. i want to take risks, challenge myself, try new things, meet new people, and just continue having the ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this journal in a very long time. It goes back to like 2001, and when I real old posts...I feel stupid. I just can't delete them though.
What has happened in my life in the past year since I updated?

Accomplishment, love, heartbreak, independence, friendship

ACCOMPLISHMENT -

If you read posts from the past two years you will ( Read more... )

my journal is now FRIENDS ONLY. comment if you want to be added.

it would have taken me forever to make ALL of my old entries friends only...so i did that for the past like years worth, and i'm going to do it for a little while now until i'm feeling better.

LIFE IS GRRRRREAT!

SO SO SOSOOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOOSOSOS HAPPY.

AMEN.

so i just layed in my bed and watched the notebook. we've had it for over a week but it really didn't appeal to me, so i didn't watch. so after watching it, i have to say...it's really really good. i really like the beginning the most. kinda made me wish i could experience that ( Read more... )

i miss scott! :(

i have no one to talk to!

BOOOO

valentines day ended up not being so bad. i've been talking to this new guy who i actually am interested in. i didnt think that was possible. i got to sleep in. i worked 3-11:30. i came home and when i walked into my room there was a rose in a vase and a card from my mom and dad. the card made me cry. i liked it so much im going to type it ( Read more... )

valentines day is gay.

there is something i want so bad and it's driving me crazy! i just don't know if i'll get it. i don't know how to get it! i just keep telling myself..ITS GONNA HAPPEN. i'm sure i won't even think about it tomorrow, but it's on my mind right now.