I heard this song one morning sitting in Mytch's apartment and it just blew me away. It isn't really to anyone at all. I just felt the need to post it up here. so yeah ( Read more... )

As far as I'm concerned, when i left portland and went to The Dalles I left everyone and everything behind for good. There are a couple exceptions but as far as I'm concerned, when I left, you all died. I didn't know that when i left to choose someone I loved I would lose everyone else. That's what happened though. I leave and everyone decides they ( Read more... )

I just need everyone to know that you should avoid me when I am coming down from vicodin. I am one crazy bitch when I am. ugggghhhhh

yapp

Kaleb

I'm listening to all my old music right now. I haven't seen Mytch in like 3 days. It's weird as hell. Haven't even heard from him. He is in the Dalles getting our stuff. I am working like everyday til closing until like friday. how upsetting ( Read more... )

I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to be hurt.

So what do I do?

I think I am going to go stay with my family away from everyone....

I'll be back soon but I think I need to get away for a bit

It's as if all the pain he caused me before is nothing anymore. Compared to this time? Those were nothing. I can't say i don't know what to do anymore because I do. I just wish so much that I would have done it before. Before all of this happened. Maybe then I wouldn't have to hate the man I loved.

So pretty much I don't enjoy Johnnie coming and knocking on my door. When it happens I grab knives and get angry.... That happened last night. I am not in a good mood. I also don't like it when Bee and Jovan try to come over. Stupid mother fuckers. I will stab them too.

I think I should just kill everyone and disappear...

hahahaha

I am so fucking sick of not getting my way when I want pot.

I mean come the fuck on..

Seriously...

AND BTW

wait wait wait wait wait wait wait

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

I am soooooo over all of it.

Time to move into the new apartment.

muahahahahaha

Can't a bitch get a bowl of soup?
That's all I want

DAYAMN

I hate Christmas. What is the point. Everything seems so much worse when it is christmas time. Maybe because we expect everything to be cheery and life doesn't pause for you just because it's a holiday. I hate that.

Meh whatever. I'm over. At least I have a bed and a roof and a Boyfriend still.

Life balances out I guess

You know who I hate ( Read more... )