Tonight i got a big weight taken off of my shoulders. I face one of my "deamons' head on. We all know how much it takes for me to confront someone but i did it. it took a while but i did it ( Read more... )

in the past few weeks i have been reminded that i am lucky. Yes, tons of bad shit has happened to me. Yes, my family life sucks. Yes, i have seen more shit in 20 years of life than most people have seen in 100. I am lucky ( Read more... )

Yiayia: "Are there a lot of black kids in ur school ( Read more... )

i cant find my passport. Im not going anywhere right now but it just popped into my head that i dont know where it is and now im obsessed with finding it. weird.

I met a boy ( Read more... )

I will ask the members of the grand jury to take the following statement as the fact and realize the effect it had on the witness ( Read more... )

so im home from an awsome-tastic vacay. Btdubs this it what i come home to ( Read more... )

This ( Read more... )

i often wonder when it will all be ok. the thing i realized today is the only time it will be ok is when i realize that i will never be complete. a part of my heart will always be missing, and maybe thats ok. because the second i am complete is the second that i should just give up and die. Maybe i dont want to be complete right now ( Read more... )

so today is the day. It has been a year since my mom died. I really cant believe time has gone by so fast. im doing ok with everything. I worked all day today so i didnt really have time to sit around and cry. I dont want to sit around and cry. i cried a little last night when i looked at the clock and realized that a year ago at that time ( Read more... )