my fucked up head..........

[litlehotie420]

So I don't know whats up with me, well I do but I don't know why agian like usual. My head is all full of fucked up thoughts and shit. I want to run around throwing things and screaming and hurting things, but instead I just hurt myself, and I don't even know WHY I am feeling like this, which is the hardest part I think. I was looking back on

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[missa909]

I'm sorry :-( I wish there was something I could do to help you. I'm here for you so if you ever need to talk or anything just let me know.

I don't understand alot about bpd but as you know my ex Dan was diagnosed with that and so that was something I had to deal with at times. And my uncle is scitzophrenic, and was diagnosed also bpd so I've had to deal with that all my life. I will be there for you as much as I can. Have you talked to a doctor recently about this? I know medication should be the LAST answer in any condition or disease and I hate meds but I've known a few friends who were placed on meds that actually made a world of difference. Other than that, I'd recommend counseling with friends...and if that isn't helping then counseling with a stranger (not necessarily a doc).
::lots of hugs::

[litlehotie420]

I don't understand alot about it either.....I don't even think the doctors do. I can't even ever find medication that works. And anyways doctors are outta the question, because well I don't have any insurance. Its hard to find people to talk to that understand. I will through it, I always do. Thank you for your kind words.

[missa909]

I know a lot of people who had "medication experiementing" done on them and it sucks big time and its very costly. Does your new job offer insurance?