I haven't updated in so long!!!! I have been losing my mind, I miss Sam so much, its hard falling asleep without having him next to me, I got so used to curling up next to him with his arm around me, I would do anything just to have him next to me one more time. That and I need to get laid so bad, and he is good in bed!!!!! Why does everyone I ( Read more... )

Well, its been a little since I have written in here, things are going okay, I guess. Justin and I painted the bedroom today. Or well at least got started on it. It looks alot better. Its like a lighter silver with a darker sivler trim. I will try to get pics of it when it is donr to put up here. Well lets see what has happened since my last ( Read more... )

So it looks like Justin is going to be moving in :)! I am happy and I feel alot better renting the room to a friend then to some weirdo of the internet ( Read more... )

I can't stand this, I feel so stir crazy, I need to get the fuck out of here and so something!!! I don't have any friends tho, so its not like I can really go out and do anything. BLAH!!!! Well if anyone is around and as bored as me call! 313 415 6956. Hope to hear from someone.

Well, its been an interesting week...I guess in perspective to everyone else, my weeks been ok, but I feel drained from everything else that is going on. So it all started out Monday night. Around 4 am I get a call from Sam (who had court at 8am), saying that his moms best friends mom had died and that she was really upset and had been at the ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I hung out with Justin agian. His car broke down tho :( I feel so bad for him. I wish I coulda helped him more. I am hoping he is able to move in here. I think it would work out. Sam is still around for now. He had court agian this morning. Not looking good for him. I feel real bad for him and wish there was somthing I could ( Read more... )

Today was good and bad all at the same time, it didn't start out to great. I was woken up this morning by Tom, my landlord asking for rent, which I didn't have any of!! I am scared I am going to get evicted :(. But then I went to the job interview at the doctors office, and got hired!! Only bad thing is I don't start untill 2 weeks from Monday ( Read more... )

Well my roommate left for good today, I am afraid I may never see him agian. I know that more then likely I will, but it still bothers me. I am also not handling this being alone thing very well. Usually I'm fine with it, for a little. But just thinking that no one is coming home tonite, that I am here all by myself, for I don't know how long ( Read more... )

So why are we even here anyways? Whats the point of life? i don't know if I understand. Sometimes I wonder if the few really good moments in life our worth it, or if its all a cruel joke. You get teased with good times, shown how could life could be, have everything right within in reach and then poof, its all gone. Then you work your way back ( Read more... )

Well I still haven't slept yet, I think I am going to go to my job interview first then sleep, because if I go to sleep now I ain't waking up for it. So the days till Sam is gone are coming closer, I am really going to miss him. I wish more could have happened between us, but I knew even before I slept with him the first time that nothing would ( Read more... )