well its been a while since i did an entry. I feel so abandoned. i have no one here with me, not even my own family.

So i dont understand why it is so hard to seriously contact your wife????? I just found out that they are indeed in cypress and therefoe he didn't even put any effort into calling me. I called my friend and she said her boyfriend emailed her telling her that there were any phones so they couldn't call. Fine, i can understand that, even though ( Read more... )

I dont know why some people act the way they do. I failed my prt by only 5 seconds, they couldn't just give to me. SO FUCK THEM. Then today i saw the Mike called his ex about 5 times before pulled out for cruise, and to make it all worst, she was the last person he called, no NOT HIS WIFE, his exgirlfriend. So how do you think that makes me ( Read more... )

So its been a crazy couple of weeks. I'm really upset at Mike right now. No matter how many times he tells me he's gonna do something, he never seems to keep his word. For example, while he is on deployment he promised to write me often, and lets see going on a week now and have gotten nothing while all the other girls are getting emails really ( Read more... )

i hate cell phone industries all they want is your money and then not give a fuck when you need help.

Everything is going wrong. I'm soo like freaking out right now, you guys dont even know!!!!!!!!! I dont know where i will be in a few months :(

SOOO one week and i've survived but i must admit i've cried a few times. And to make it worse, i'm sooo sick. My nose is all runny and ickey. I hate the weather changing.

thanks God for yet another shitty birthday. I must say i have never felt as alone as i did today.

My heart is being broken slowly as we speak. God why is it that i can never just have one person to enjoy my time with without having to have something turn out wrong.

all i have to say to mike is.....

this heart it beats...beats for only you...my heart is yours

I'm sooo sad right now, all i wanna do is crawl up in a hole and die. i may lose my career and the man that i have come to fallen in love with all within one week.