It’s been a long time since I’ve posted. Wasn’t even sure I remembered my password lol

It's been 13 years ( Read more... )

I seriously am having second thoughts about this babysitting job I do in the mornings ( Read more... )

E had another date with the shy one tonight, he seems so interested in her and yet knows nothing about her. Everytime he talks about her i can tell hes smiling. He gets this goofy little smirk on his face whenever he's messaging her, it's rather adorable honestly ( Read more... )

It's that time of year where my depression gets bad again. I fucking hate july and I have so much going on right now and my head is constantly spinning ( Read more... )

The short of things ( Read more... )

seeing L and I broke up, I ventured another try at tinder and found the paramedic. He seems like he has his shit together, divorced, has a set of twins a boy and a girl, works for a couple medic squads in the area, is the assistant fire chief and president of his local fire department, works for DFD and has a fulltime job near Philly on a Medic ( Read more... )

Scooters in New York, L is now showing some sort of excitement for Christmas and here I am all depressed and shit.

Less than a week ago I was like a 5 yr old girl all excited about the holiday, now I'm like a miserable old woman who can't wait for this shit to be over already.

Ahhh there's my depression kicking in. I wondered when it would make its appearance this year.

Now if people would just leave me the fuck alone for, I don't know, 3 weeks or so, I'd be OK.

Of course I'll have to fake it til I make it this year because L needs me to and he is going through his own shit and I don't want to add to his already ( Read more... )

So much for keeping up on my journal ( Read more... )