ever wonder who "the one" is gonna be ( Read more... )

so...i have seen the light i guess.i see she is never coming back...well i have known that for a while.i just have been holding on thinking maybe somethin would happen but i don't think it will.at least not with her.i think somethin is gonna happen to me here really soon...i don't know what but i can feel it.i feel like i need to let go of brooke ( Read more... )

all i feel like is nothing ( Read more... )

i feel like such an asshole....i got together with someone to see how things would go and she really got her hopes up and i just didn't feel the same things she was feeling.i feel bad because i didn't feel what she did.blah...i just have alot on my mind.i have been working a hell of a lot and trying to get my house in order ( Read more... )

i have so much to tell but i have no time to do it right now.i will tho.probly next week but i will.
i'm done.

ok so drunk.i am at the twins house right now and i have to take a CPR class in the moring and and i'm like drunk as fuck.i have so far gotten very very naked and got in the pool and then in the hot tub where i was fucked repeatadly by my wife to be aka as brooke.and then some how went in the pool again and fucked brooke over andover and over.and ( Read more... )

so yeah...i'm happy as hell but sad at the same time.everything is fucking great with brooke but my financial life is fucked.every time i start to get back on my feel i get knocked right back down.i hate it so much.i feel like i'm getting no where really really fast and it fucking sucks.i just want a good fucking paying job so i can get the fuck ( Read more... )

man oh man ( Read more... )

yeah i'm still alive.i'm doing good.i'll be doing better if i get this job i'm goin for...customer service for mlb.com i hopei get it.i could do so well at it.i have a lot to talk about so i will have to come back on line later or somthing and write.i miss all of my friends so much and i want to have a BBQ at my place soon.we will have to chill ( Read more... )

yup i'm up.have you ever noticed that people write more on here when they are alone and have nothing better to do....or in my case i was writing on here to talk to sarah but ya know...if you were to look from my side of the world you would see the trend....i just wonder if i'm the only one doing the trend ( Read more... )