yes i'm happy..and i'm confused at the same time..how can u love two people?thats what she asked me..and all i could say was i don't,i love everyone..it never dies..i fall in love and it never goes away..i may not be attracted to some people anymore but the love is still there..i still care..i still worrie..i know i need to just let people go and ( Read more... )

i lost my heart...i found my jacket..and i lost my mind..left it with my heart at that place where time stops and no one is real but me and you..shoot me please..shoot me in the foot so i cant still feel the pain from everyone stepping on me toes and fucking with my heart...shoot me a kiss so i can stop feeling like im no longer an important part ( Read more... )

wants...thats all this is..nothing but wants..no needs in there at all..just wants.i want you..that all i hear..what the fuck happend to i need you?what happend to i want to spend my life with you?why is it always wants?blah..
i'm done..

thank you dawn for the advice about school..i plan on it. :) and we do need to hang out sometime soon and i'm sure we will ( Read more... )

so much to do and no time to do it..i have alot going on in my life now a days.i wish i had not stopped writing.i have been having alot of problems with my health but i have still been working and moving forward..i don't want to be the way i was when i was yonger..seemed like i just wanted a free ride..now i want to work for alot of things.i want ( Read more... )

ever go back and read the shit you wrote?i have said so much shit on the net that i probly shouldn't of said...part of me thinks i should go thru and delete all of it but part of me likes the fact that i can go back and see just how crazy i can be..

this past month has been kinda crazy.me and maddie have gone back and fourth a few times in the three months we have been together and it's finally come down to the end of it.we are going to be together and she is going to give me all of her and she has me now too.i'm still talking to brooke.we are starting to turn into friends again.it's kinda ( Read more... )

i think today was the finall day.i think today is the day me and brooke have compleatly gone our own ways.she told me to move on.she has told me this before but for some reason i think she really means it this time.she told me everything has been a lie.told me that is was all just bull shit and i guess thats just what i needed to hear to say fuck ( Read more... )

i just wanted to write what ever came in to my head.i have alot goin on but at the same time nothing going on at all.my mind is filled with the bills a need to pay and how i just cant pay them.when i'm not thinking about my bills a seem to just want to sleep.i have streatched my self way to far again and i need to get back into my old routine of ( Read more... )

perfect soul ( Read more... )