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on fire with an idea [inspiration] // the fire has gone out of him [disillusionment, alienation ( Read more... ) -
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i am so disappointed. rob ruined my wonderful weekend, and quite possibly, our relationship. -
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i have nothing to do and so many things i should be doing. i let too many of these things depress me. thinking of my work hanging in dc to again not sell. not getting that job. putting together a site for work i don't want to look at anymore. wanting to buy things but with no source of revenue in sight. knowing that as i pass my days without ( Read more... ) -
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well, i think i always knew book arts was a never going to be my REAL concentration. i subconsciously took it as a secret baby step toward illustration. steph finally won me over. i am going to illustrate. i tested the whole notion out by telling myself that i'm already in illustration. it felt really good. i am really glad i psyched myself out. i' ( Read more... ) -
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i was thinking about actually getting a physical journal. i was in atomic books looking for one and couldn't find one. they were all too trendy ( Read more... ) -
"Father?" " Yes son." "I want to killl you."
i haven't dreamt of charles for a very long time. last night we both happened to be out for ice cream at mike's at the same time. my arm was around doug's. we had been there on our first date. doug was all blurry again, like how he was when i first started dreaming about him, before i knew him. i've never told him that ( Read more... ) -
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i was just thinking about that dream i had a few weeks ago...i dreamt that i had fallen into a wormhole and been transported to another dimension. somehow i still had reception on my cell. i wasn't worried about anything else but what doug would think when he'd notice that i had vanished [which is ridiculou because he never would, ha]. i was so ( Read more... )
