so things have been really tough. Currently i am in montana because i need a bit of run away time. Im crossing my fingers that the man I love is going to prove what he had promised and that all will work out. Life is just tough though. All the time. I would like to hybernate. Sleep for days.

...is spectacular. I have the most amazing man ever. I know I keep saying that but i cant get over how incredibly great he is and how he makes me feel. Love is life and when you miss out on love you miss out on life. This is so true. I wish though that we could set aside all bad and work things out so that him and i can get a place and things be ( Read more... )

Someone once told me that love was the greatest thing and feeling in the world.... Jeremy has proved to me that is true. I really thought I was in love with David... I think I was wrong... because im sooooooo in love with Jeremy, it almost hurts.. i like that.

SO the verdict is in, Jeremy and I are supposed to be leaving after I get off work tonite to see his son for the weekend. Im still very nervous but this could be good. We love eachother very much and I guess this comes with the territory.... soooo.... everyone wish me luck, and thanks to all of you whom sent in your replies.. you were all much help

Ok people im in need of help....

the dreaded question, "WIll you come with me to San Bernardino this weekend to meet my son", has arrived and im scared to death....

Guess what this also means people... I have to meet the ex wife!

WHAT DO I DO?????

I am absolutely positively the happiest person in the world. I havent ever been happier and Im absolutely estatic. Im in love with jeremy mulligan. No way around it....

So life is so incredible when you have a gorgeous man telling you how much he loves you. Guess what though, I love him all the same. Its great, like something ive never experienced. I love when i get midnite phone calls from him telling me that he loves me and when he comes to see me at work how he holds me, and how he is so willing to take the day ( Read more... )

He is... wow

So this is what it has come down to today.... I HATE DAVID HILLSTROM. For someone who says he still loves me he can go fuck himself because i cannot stand him for anything. He has become the biggest liar I have ever met. After everything that I have done for him. You know what though, what fucking ever, I love Jeremy and he is the one that im ( Read more... )

I think I really love him.... wow