It been 1 year since he goed away.  All I coulda does now is hab cry.  Dat what I did last night and leaveded him 8 message on his phone.  I wishes dat he woulda calls back...  But he never does.  I hates myself and I wishes dat I coulda jus' dies.   I hates dis life without him.  It feels like dere's no point in stays alive no more.  I prolly ( Read more... )

I cutted myself wit' piece glass and now it maked so much bleedings.  My mom maked me putted in Vasolene, but it stil hab so much bleedings.  She sayed dat if it not hab stopping soon den I hab go hospital.  :(  We is opposed go vacation tomorrow.  I don' wanna go hospital. 

I hab go Dr. in few hour.  I is scare cause my mom hab working so I hab taked bus.  Usual I is ok wit' taked bus, but it pour rain outside and I don' likes walks 'round in dat.  I hab taked 3 bus each way so dat 6 bus. :(  I don' likes go alone.  My Dr. nice, but still, I don' likes taked so much buses, expecially in rain.  Dis weekend so hard ( Read more... )

I finded dis pitcher and color in my computer.  I wishes dat I coulda gived to my Daddy for Christmas, but he not was here.  I hopes dat next Christmas I coulda spended time wit' him, but I is scare dat he woulda not comed back.  One my friends in the computer keeps telled me for hab hope, and I keeps try, but sometime I jus' getted so scare.  I ( Read more... )

I feeled like color pitchers tonight, but my light in my room is not is work no more.  I needs clean my room when it daytime so dat man coulda comed and fixed it, but I don' hab no energies for does dat.  So instead tonight, I color pitcher in my computer.  I finded dis one wit' ponys in it and I maked one look like my pony Ariel.  I used color ( Read more... )