Everything hurts and that's all there is. This surgery sucks major apparently not only am I going to be in some mother fucking pain for the next two days I get to have a no contact down there policy for the next three days till I get out of here semi salpingectomies suck. And just when I thought my drama was enough considering I'm here in the ( Read more... )

I just was listing to the radio and an old song came on but I love it anyways. It really is great. The brothers know who they are....
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Work has been nothing but chaotic recently. During the day I barely have time for anything. And at night I'm left completely tired and out of it. But Friday what happened Friday? I went to the doctors for follow up appointments and such the good news no stds found in me, bad news I'm not sure I even want to put down because then it'd be true one of ( Read more... )

I feel bad for not being religious to this thing for some odd reason. I got back late Tuesday night from Los Angeles without him sadly. But I did tons of shopping for friends on Tuesday and late Monday. For Emma I adopted her a fish from the Long Beach Aquarium of the Pacific, got Paige this Armani purse, Jimmy will find out his gift latter, Jay ( Read more... )

So my time here in Los Angeles has been pretty good yeah except the whole seeing the gravesite thing. But otherwise it has been great Jimmy and I had sooo much fun last night. It was wonderful I've never felt so at calm with myself in my whole life. A day or two ago we went to Disneyland with Rachel it was her first time to an amusement park. It ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I last updated this thing. Well I did come here to Los Angeles with Dada and Rachel. The last couple of days have been odd to say the least. Monday started out on the plane getting here and everything it was kinda cute seeing Rachel on her first airplane and vacation. Then this amazing thing happened Dada actually had a ( Read more... )

Dance is my therapy I completely forgot how good it felt to let go and just let the dance muse within take over to express everything. Suddenly after wards life goes back to normal and un complicated in the good way. The dance was a nice event well let's see I wound up seeing Dylan again after years having fun for a second or two with him and his ( Read more... )

The life and times of Elizabeth Carrie McLean were quite something in the past couple of days. Yesterday was starting out boring until I went to visit Jimmy we then wanted to go to the hospital pool. While there we had loads of fun Jimmy's got really great lips to speak and um something with but I wound up breaking down in the pool and told Jimmy ( Read more... )

Last night was really nice and refreshing. I mean I felt almost healthy again with a big group of friends who care about me. I'm so glad that Jimmy's operation went okay. Paige came over last night and we then decided to hed on down to visit the bed ridden guy he kinda looks nice in that bed almost as nice as Jay did. We had this pleasant ( Read more... )

My day yesterday was pretty uneventful unless you count about twenty or so odd doctors coming into your room uneventful. Every one of them asked me the same questions over and over again. I swear if I hear the questions they asked me one more time I'll have another attack which actually isn't funny because I had a small one this morning. I don't ( Read more... )