The past couple of hours have been nothing but chaotic it seems. Where did it start? Oh yes yesterday in the afternoon I invited Dean over for some hot tub time for a little while it seemed like things were back to normal, you know he was the perfect knight in shinning armor thing and I was a beautiful princess. Getting out of the hot tub I got ( Read more... )

I had this one experience making Tyler think I gave him two bj's last night last night that just left me kind of wondering how my life and I myself have completely changed in the past year plus since I got Rachel and learned that had Dean kept things from me during our whole relationship and falling for Jay. I kept on thinking about this early in ( Read more... )

Why can't some parents just be parents? After talking to many of my friends I came to this question. Then I got this idea that hey I could be a better parent to so me of these children than their own parents could be. Which led to something in the past few days. I am now not only the mother to one girl but now two. It's going to be odd being a ( Read more... )

Everyone who came to my party last night knows the horrible drama that went down. The sad thing was that the party started out pretty good and it was beginning to feel like old times before Drake decided to ruin them with his other head. I was trying to get everyone warmed up to the idea of no booze. My friend from before I left fan boy named ( Read more... )

For all of you who haven't heard I'm having an alcohol free party tonight at my house located at 376 Hamilton Court. Why no drinks allowed? Well my baby is back with me, alcohol ruins your fun level(trust me I tried this one theory out many times), plus from what I hear it did crazy things at the last party and I want people to have fun on their ( Read more... )

My day certianly was anything but boring yesterday. Well it did start with me talking to Paige again after a year of not even really seeing her. From her I discovered something really interesting out Yeah that my only real boyfriend ever lied to me since the day we kissed. Talking to her after a while we decided to meet up at the Dot Grill. Only ( Read more... )

Starting my life over again is so not going to be easy. Maybe that’s why I actually kind of took Dr. Straub’s advice and got a journal to vent in. Will people really see it for what it was? That no, even if I was known for going out with more guys than Manny Santos at once, I did not want that dirty no good scoundrel’s hands on me beyond anything ( Read more... )