i am a horrible friend. and person all together.

well here is to my 3 monthly update on my shitty life. yes everyone i said shitty. i've been living it up for the past couple of months and sometimes i wish i was alot more grateful for having wicked friends and fun things to do but i still can't help but think of everything else when it comes down to it.

i don't work at camp anymore, and sometimes ( Read more... )

i guess people don't understand how lucky they really are that they didn't have to grow up. sure you had your responsiblities of paying your cellphone bills and getting to school on time but no one had to grow up. unforunately when you graduate and "get out" of school, chances are you jump back into school willingly on your parents/governments ( Read more... )

i should actually admit that the only reason i really write in here is to bitch and complain about my life. hoping that some of my friends will read it and respond. hoping my friends will help me through it or go through it with me ( Read more... )

life is fucked up. that's pretty much the only way i can describe it. relationships come with the fucked up life style. so does work, and school and whatever else fills your time during the months and years ( Read more... )

my long weekend was great. spent it at the cottage with william and our friends. we went fishing. (can you picture a gangster tattooed built guy fishing well its possible), went to walmart orillia might i add that was super fun. Went swimming in lake simcoe for about 2 hours on sunday, and went to my scout camp yesterday and he finally met my ( Read more... )

I wish i could actually back date this entry because its been on my mind for awhile but i thought i'd just say it like it is ( Read more... )

I bought edgefest tickets for my boyfriends sister and i to go. Unfortunately she can't make it and i really don't want to go alone. I have decided to sell the tickets for what i paid for them. They are 200 Level seats under the overpass so if the weather is crappy you won't get rained on, center stage area. I paid $120 for both tickets ( Read more... )

I just spent the last hour reading through Chrissys journal because to be perfectly honest i wasn't updating myself in her life what so ever. I saw her once at the mall and squealed and she was so excited to catch up on my life i completely forgot to ask about hers. I started reading about all her animals and talking about drama and being sad ( Read more... )

taken from Elijah it has better words than i can express

Chrissy and her boyfriend Andrew were taken from us today in a motorcycle accident.
a moment to reflect on the loss of such unique souls.
your friends will always remember
you are with us in our thoughts
and we are with you, with love