This so fucking sucks. I have the chicken pox, and I have a horrible cold. I am so bored because i have been quarantined to my apartment until Tuesday and it sucks not to be able to scratch and itch. Thank God for skye or I would have gone insane last night.

Well now that i know that i am going to be okay and i am starting to find myself again. I'm feeling better. Thanks everyone for the advice. We're locked into a lease and i am not going anywhere so i am going to strive to be who i want.Love you all lots jeni

Everywhere i turn someone else is telling me what i should do with my life and i stop and wonder what the hell is going on. I saw my nana this weekend and she wants me to move to boise because i would do so much better and get my life on track. Then there is my boyfriend who wants me to move down there so i can be with him and then there is skye ( Read more... )

i sit and wonder what the hell i am doing with my life. I am torn between two people but don't know which to choose. It seems one wants me to better my life and the other wants me to stay here and do what i have been for the past year nothing. I don't know which way to go but both are trying to either upset me or make me jealous which doesn't work ( Read more... )