Well long time no update ( Read more... )

Man, i fucking hate highschool rumours and drama ( Read more... )

im not who i used to be. Maybe he is right maybe i have changed for the worse. I wish i could just run away just to run away from everything and think. Sometimes however when i think i think wayyy too much and go crazy in my head. I cant take back whats already been done and for now there is nothing in this world i can do to fix it. Only time can ( Read more... )

its hard being on the inside trying to look in. The best view is the one from the outside and i desperately want to get out. Im stuck, trapped, caged in this vicious rollercoaster and i want to get off. I dont like this ride it makes me cry and upset and i want to get off. How do i fucking stop the ride?

happy
birthday
ashley xo

it wasnt supposed to be this way.
when someone asks me if im okay, i tell them the truth..... no im not, im no where near okay.
and its not supposed to be like that.

You know what pisses me off ( Read more... )

If you knew how long you were going to live for would you change anything? If you knew the exact day when it would be over would you do things differently. Some of us will llive for 70-80 more years. 70 MORE YEARS!! I cannot even understand the life you would live and how many things you would accomplish in that life time.. but even so.. is that ( Read more... )

Im pretty sure Blockbuster is my life. I loev my job and i absolutely love who i work with lol. Were all creepers and so that makes for a good time. David, Kevin ( pookie ), Tim, Jenny, Mike, Boyd-town ( mack daddy b ), Teniel, Matt ( matt.. respond!), Karen. I think thats all of us. I love them with a deep passion!!! We have too many good laughs ( Read more... )

My friends mean so much to me, and i realize that lots of ppl mean a lot to me even though i dont refer to them as friends. I learned that things in the past come and bite you in the ass not once, but many times throughout your life even if what happend has nothing to do with whats happening now. Take the situation right now for example. What ( Read more... )