So last night I got to see a guy I have fooled around with at Halloween. He had a friend with him and I was stupid and danced the whole night with the friend. Afterwards with went to Denny's, where I got to sit with the guy and his friend, I than realized that I have a crush on the guy I fooled around with. I mean I have fooled around with him and ( Read more... )

I think I am just shy about sex... cause I definatly want it and if I was drunk fuck ya! But as sooon as I am sober, as soon as it is right in front of me, I go into hiding.

Why do I always run away?

Ok so Esprit's party was fucking amazing!!! I made out with the boy I predicted I would make out with. And it wasn't a case of I am going to talk to him all night and it will happen. I just knew from past encounterings with that boy that he must be attracted to me and therefore I would probably make out with him. And the way we made out was sorta ( Read more... )

This is recorded of a dream that I had last night and actually remember ( Read more... )

Ok so I ran into Esprit last week tuesday. Luckly I didn't have my car, so we took the bus down the hill and he gave me a ride to an area close to home lol. Apparently west van is too far away and he had to tutor, but that was fine with me because whatever time I got with him is always good and I didn't want to bus all the way home, being driven ( Read more... )

Oh Calgary... what am I going to do with you ( Read more... )

It was in a kiss we may or may not have shared but instantly everything about you that was good came flooding back. The way you smell, feel, move, and taste... things that I shouldn't be dreaming about since I never really had you, things that I can't have since you aren't here and things that if I was there I was never going to get. I couldn't ( Read more... )

So the stupid issues with the boy have been resolved. He told me this morning that Jen had asked if he likes me but he doesn't want that right now, which is fine with me because I only have a month left in Calgary. There would be no point to really start anything. I just really enjoyed cuddling with him. And the reason why he had stopped cuddling ( Read more... )

So in conclusion with the Robot boy, there is pretty much absolutly nothing happening. His bed is a futon, so it was in couch form and he fell asleep on the ground. I got the couch and I was going to leave him there cause he is a big poo head but I am too nice and could hear from his breathing that he wasn't comfortable. So around 6am I pretty much ( Read more... )