Fuck I really hate guys right now!!!! That whole stupid fucking sex can go to fucking hell!!! ARGGGGG!!!

Tomorrow I have to tell Grouse that tomorrow is my last shift working for them. In my brief time working there I fell in love with the place. The people mainly but the job is easy and I like it when it is busy and there are things to do and people to talk to. I will be sad when I tell them I won't be around for the summer. I hope they will let me ( Read more... )

One of the reasons why I haven't done anything with Taylor is because of that night we were at Whislter, in the fall, and I was half drunk and he was probably soberish and he was like haha we can make out now and then I was like uuuhh no and walked off. I am a strong believer in the whole what you want will come out when you are drunk and if I don' ( Read more... )

So technically I went on my first valentine's day date this year. It wasn't a real date, I am not going out with the guy, we are just good friends but all the same, he came to my house, he picked me up, drove to the restaurant and then in the end paid for dinner. Usually whenever we go out for dinner we pay equally, so I am going to assume he paid ( Read more... )

stupid stupid math midterm ( Read more... )

ok so there is a boy, I meet him at a party in September. He didn't say much but he wouldn't stop starring at me the entire evening. Even when my friend would talk to him he would only look at him, I am going to guess cause he was slighty drunk or buzzed or something. Anyways nothing happened because I didn't even know his name and I thought it was ( Read more... )

Today I had a song stuck in my head but I didn't know any of the lyrics. I was just humming the tune and then I looked on my msn and there was a girl who had the lyrics to the song I was singing. It was very weird cause as I was humming the song I was reading the name and realized it was the words for the song. Then I proceeded to sing the song ( Read more... )

Came to a conclusion... I don't want a boyfriend at the moment. I like being free and single. I wonder if my mood will change in the future. I also wonder why as soon as they show interest I run away. I also think that I am not ready to do anything with a penis. It is just a scary region that I really don't want to deal with. Maybe I just like boys ( Read more... )

I found a cute poem I wrote in gr 10 ( Read more... )

Found out that a friend died last night in his sleep. He was 20 and I only knew him for a short period of time. But he was a wonderful person and everytime I saw him I had a good time and all my friends loved him. And now that I know he is gone, it hurts and makes me so sad. And I think about his best friend, those two have been together forever. ( Read more... )