If someone dies because they want to, are we supposed to cry or cheer?

What about Seven?

ever wonder why frogs exist?

sigh. . . .

overall things are good. . . they seem to be settling into something comfortable, work is slowing abit, which is good its nothing but go go go all the time. . .sooo stressful. . .things are great with Joe, he makes me happy. even the thought of him brightens my day. . . but lets avoid the mush. . . I'm expect the arrival of my new kitty (his name ( Read more... )

so bit of an update, back in september I quit my job, battled with mom. . .sigh. . .but thats all better now, had a few weeks before I start my new job for R&R ha yeah right, with everything thats going on its all I can do not to go insane, but I'm doing all right, Our last Event was the Deffenders Tourney. . I'm proud to say that our first mate Lt ( Read more... )

Wow. . .so yeah, I got the job I was looking for, just three weeks till I start, it will be amazing, providing I can survive that long, I've been looking for work for a week and a half to last me until then. The lost income and the extras I would have gotten from my parents gone because I had a row with mom, she said some things that are ( Read more... )

see thats what I get for thinking. . . as soon as I think I've got my shit together I get fucked (proper fucked) Fuckin' A . . . lost my job, better move quick. . .things are bound to get a bit bumpy ( Read more... )

 
Looking at my life from the outside, not many people would see much, I see what’s really there I see a life long lesson finally learned. A silent sanctuary. Everything’s about to start, and I can’t wait

All prompted by that stupid Martina McBride song, kinda funny how it relates though

In a little apartment just trying to get by

Living on, on ( Read more... )

I work for them so they dont go under. but they keep my head below water, the gap between what I earn and what I spend is steadily growing wider by the day, no corrections made nothing but obligation to my family keeps me here nothing lets me move forward. They dont care, they'll just let me drown. . .slowly, but surely. . .this really is becoming ( Read more... )

Days where time just dribbles. . . the day wastes so slowly, leaving too much time for consideration, too much time for empty thought. . .leaving me craving for you, wanting you, knowing I cant have you just now, my rest, my favored sleep. . .  waiting paitently for me, in the silent shadows of my thoughts. . .  I hate my job.

Make this the way I am ( Read more... )