For the past five years of my life I've been slowly dying inside.
Spending every night alone.
I've lost touch with civilization now.
I've had so much time to think,
no topic excites my mind any longer..
No.

Have you ever had a pain so deep you can feel it vibrating in your teeth?
I feel that all day lately.

What have I become?

There's no point in waking ( Read more... )

Somehow, nothing feels right anymore.

It feels like my opinion means less every day.
Most times, I'm just talking to myself.

I've had this page since I was in seventh grade or so. I was just reading back years ago to things that were going on in my life.
Watching myself lose it more with every entry.

Going back to some of those pages is like opening up a time capsule.
The moment I read it, I'm instantly warped back in time and living that moment all over again.

What ( Read more... )

i wish these cigarettes would kill me quicker.

 I have a real band now. It's nuts. All the time I've put into guitar the past two years is starting to pay off.
As of right now we are a four piece with no name.

We just went fixed an ordeal of losing our second found drummer, as he is moving away to Oregon. We told him he was destined to become the next Pete Best if he did leave us, but it can't ( Read more... )

In my days I've met many interesting people. They are faces I will remember for the rest of my life.
Faces of people I lost touch with years ago. Faces of people I still see every day.
I love your precious faces.
You all have impacted my life in some way.
Friends,
I love you.

p.s. ..Send for help

Sincerely,
Cody

 Love love love love love love love love love love..
love.

When will I find it?
Will I ever find someone?
If the rest of my life, feels anything like the way I've felt the past year,
I'd rather die than be alone.

I'm going insane.
What is wrong with me?

When there is no reason to be safe,
  What does it take to get away?

I've been in a writing kick lately.