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[little_mama525]

I know it doesn't make sense but a co-worker was just chuckling over something and I was thinking 'how can you laugh'. I feel raw. Most of the time I do a pretty good job of hiding my emotions and bottling things down until I break, preferably alone in the privacy of my own space. I feel like I can't hide this. I'm alternating between wanting

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[twilightsm]

I'm a neutral third party that doesn't know you...

You can tell me and that way, you get it out without letting everyone you know... know.

[little_mama525]

While I appreciate the offer, though am a bit disconcerted that people actually do voyeur strangers journals :), I've got friends in person I'm more comfortable talking to- when I wrote this, I was at work and really what person wants to break down in an office full of co-workers? thanks for the offer though.

[twilightsm]

not a problem...
and I just stumbled upon your journal right then...

I only voyeur my friends journals :)

[palladinemoo]

well if you want to break down with someone you know that isn't attached to your family, let me know. or if you want to get away and not talk about it, that's ok too. whatever you do, do something so you don't completely bottle it up and it just eats away at you. lots of love to you. take care of yourself (even though it probably feels selfish in a time like this- it's not).

[little_mama525]

Thanks Darlin', at some point we need to get back out for tea and crumpets. Aren't we a pair? You're body's in rebellion causing your emotions to be outta control and my emotions are outta control causing my body to rebel (TMI: E.D.! )

[palladinemoo]

quite a pair indeed.

just let me know when your schedule allows it and tea and crumpets it is!

[whitewitch504]

You have seen me break down god knows how many times. If you need to spend some time away, I can try to be comedy relief. I've been told I'm pretty good at that. Anything you need, sweetie. Just a phone call away.

Blessings and Love.