Now that I hve changed my picture should I change my nick as well. To maybe little_pussy. Or Pussies_R_Us. heheh I could really have some fun with a nick.

Happy Birthday Royko. I wish you all the best. You are so loved in channel and we aall are glad to know u. Nice to see that true gentlemen still exist.

Today is June 21st. I will have new beginnings and a fresh start. I will be the Patty I use to be ( Read more... )

Hello Everyone ( Read more... )

Hug girl. I hope this day will be special for you. We all love you and will think of you then. Take care and do a lot of special things for yourself. Think of all of us who love you ok. Best Wishes
Love Patty

So tired. Therapy was so hard today. I hugged Elenor goodbye and told her she is a good therapist and if anyone fails in this it is me. For her to forgive my weaknesses that she did her best. She gave me a apointment for friday as well as Tuesday. I am not sure if I want to even attend any of them. I am so out of it these days. I just want to sleep ( Read more... )

Tired, weak, mentally exhausted. This demon who calls himself suicide is right on my ass. I see him every step of the way. He becons me calling me in such a gentle voice I have trouble reading through it. I can't seem to refuse his calling. I wish a final end. I wish this voice to let me go and live in peace ( Read more... )

It is so warm here tonight. I sit here all alone looking at 4 walls wondering where my life is going. I live, i love, I cry, I feel. I want to run and not stop right now. Hide from the life I now lead. I want to hide under the covers away from the thunder that is screaming outside. Fear is my name now. I crave safety away from the noises of outside ( Read more... )

Well this is my very first entry. It will be very brief. The insane sometimes have not much to say. This is one of them days. Perhaps i will feel a bit more ambitious later tonight. Today I am suicidal and wanting to self harm but am able to lean on those who love me for support. i feel rest is the best thing I could do for myself now ( Read more... )