Comments | little_spoon: HE IS GONE? HOW?

little_spoon

HE IS GONE? HOW?

Jun 07, 2004 01:03

Have you ever had that feeling where you don't know what is real. It is like you know that something happen but you can't believe it. You just hope with all your heart that it is a dream. A bad dream that just won't leave you alone. Well that is where i am at right now. The really scary thing is that i don't know what i will do when i finally wake ( Read more... )

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twyl1ter June 7 2004, 08:42:00 UTC

I'm sorry Drumel

little_spoon June 7 2004, 15:43:20 UTC

Thanks Lindsay

Hey I haven't heard from you in a while. How are you doing? Hopefully better than I am.

oh drumel... fraulinepohl June 7 2004, 10:10:12 UTC

i'm so sorry, and i know how you feel.
think about how things are for him now. he's not in pain anymore. he's just taking a nap, resting up for the new system. i'm happy for him and my grandma both.

Re: oh drumel... little_spoon June 7 2004, 15:44:21 UTC

i know that he isn't in pain anymore but i am. Well for now i am. I know that it will go away soon. When i don't know.

fraulinepohl June 7 2004, 10:10:51 UTC

and if you need to punch something, call lisa, i'm sure she wouldn't mind.

blutendeherzen June 8 2004, 18:59:53 UTC

I'm always up for punching. I'm so tough, this is my scary face! Rahr!!

But I understand Drumel. My brother was 18. Its not fair, but it comforts me to think that he'll never have to put up with some of the crap that I've had to deal with. He'll never have to hurt as bad as I do. Maybe he was somehow spared the pain because he never had to get over my death. They're resting now

:( qpunker June 7 2004, 13:46:28 UTC

I'm so sorry Drumel.
Just remember God's promises.

Re: :( little_spoon June 7 2004, 15:47:34 UTC

yeah you are right Bridget. I should keep that in mind. I know that tommy has made his way and that he is waiting for me kinda. i mean you know he is just sleeping. The time for him will go pass so quick that it will be like he is already there. i think that makes since. Well i tried to explain what i mean. You usually understand me anyway. hahahahah
thanks

Re: :( qpunker June 7 2004, 15:56:59 UTC

Yea that makes sence. thats true. I never thought about it like that tho. It's kinda like when your sleeping..and then your alarm goes off..and you're like "it feels like i just went to bed"

dragonxing June 7 2004, 15:11:15 UTC

I'm sorry... if you ever just want to chat to vent or not feel lonely you can call me anytime :)

little_spoon June 7 2004, 15:51:20 UTC

thanks jen i know that i can and if i need to i will. But for now i kinda need to be to myself. You know this is all still not real to me. so i don't really feel that much pain. Pain i do feel but not to the point where i can't take it. You know, when that time come thought i will call you.

Thanks