No matter how much you push, a connection you've been hoping for may just not click. Don't feel bad about this -- sometimes certain situations just can't work out. Instead, view this as a chance to try something else.

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For the past few weeks without my camera it's been insanely difficult to just do what I really would like to. My eyes have been seeing the most disturbing objects lately, & just when my mind starts to realize that what it sees in simply astonishing, I remember my camera is in the shop, & all I have is my eyes to capture them. I feel like I've been ( Read more... )

I'm moving away; Physically, & mentally.
Change isn't always terrible, so what am I so afraid of?

I can't help but feel homeless, & empty right now. I know I haven't really made the most wisest decisions lately, but in all honestly, they weren't all intensional.

Pack of smokes & a little bump of cocaine, help you feel not so strange.

I was so in love with everything & everyone last night it was ridiculous. From the moment I woke up to the last second before I laid my head down on my own pillow, i just kept on thinking how much I really loved living life, & being surrounded by such remarkable people.

Tomorrow I leave to San Francisco for 3 days.

Today was wonderful, as expected. I am so glad that I got to spend more time with someone who I barely know, & with someone who's company is greater then most people I know.

It's insanely difficult to express yourself to others because you are too caught up in thinking about what they are thinking. If only the words I really wanted to say could flow right out of my mouth, & into your ears without any hesintation or doubt. I guess if I didn't care so much about it, it would be a lot more simple.

Yesterday my horoscope read, 'You should let certain things, & people come to you. You've done more then your share of trying to make others happy. Now it's their turn, if they're sincere they'll step up.'

I'll keep my fingers crossed.