every day is the same...i try so hard and tell myself, "today...today is the day where i eat everything and i dont puke it up"...but when it comes down to it i just cant do it...I hate the feeling of food jsut sitting in my stomach not only making me look like i have a huge bulge in my upper stomach but it just brings me back to my ED. this morning ( Read more... )

I wish I could just hide from the world some days. I wish I didn’t have to worry about food and the way it makes me look after I eat anything even if its just a salad. I hate the fact that I am discussed with the way I look but I am fixed on purging and working out two times a day. Its only 3:30 and I have already purged 3 times today but only ate ( Read more... )

Today... Today is the day that will turn my life around... I'm ready to be beautful...