i feel like everyones leaving its truely making me depressed

hey all if you want to listen listen if you dont then dont read i have to vent ( Read more... )

well well hello there everyone its time for my once a month update lol and it is a new month and im freaken bored so i desided ooooo what the hell why not...sooooo yeah whats been new with me?....uhhh not a whole hell of a lot still looking for a second job so i can get my car and DRIVE! yes you heard it DRIVE i still dont fucking drive but i got ( Read more... )

well things are still kind of crazy around here i feel like my heads going to just fall off one of these days on a good note my damn cold is almost gone yaaay but on other notes its all just a big blurr..since my dads brother dying its been rather crazy and it seems like it happend days ago but really its only been like three days i think just cuz ( Read more... )

so my dads brother died tonight we got at call at 11 saying things werent changing but they would try then we got a call at 2ish saying his heart stopped but they brought him back my dad and mom went down there his heart stopped again and that was that it was a lot harder then i thought i think its just the fact of my dad and grandma it was hard to ( Read more... )

so my dads bro isnt doing good hes more then likely going to die within a day or so they did what they could i feel bad for my dad..my grandpa is going to be ok hes going to be in the hospital until wed. so thats that

on another note im going to hurt my sisters end of story

fuck this shit

its seems as if life is testing everyone theses days everyone i talk to is going through things lauras going through some stuff right now my family is well more my dad his brother is pretty much not doing too good right now if anyone knows im really not close with my outer family only with my one cuz and his wife and kids but anyways hes not doing ( Read more... )

i know i like never update this thing anymore as does really anyone else since everyone uses my space now but mines just out of being a lazy ass so this it whats going on with me if u really want to know ( Read more... )

Wow already a new year is about to be here so that means another year end journal entry for me...this year i can sum it up like this..change..thats the word of the year a lot changed but then some things did not, a lot of things ended this year..a lot of thing began..i have become closer to some people then i have ever been with anyone in my whole ( Read more... )

if you love someone fight for them ( Read more... )