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new journal now and forever

this agonay this pain how ridiculous how could i possibly ever wanna fall in love again it just doesnt stop ever i want so badly for this to go away but i feel like a child lost in the woods ive run so far in yet i cant turn back i cant figure out where ive gone my body feels like its internally bleeding and i feel like im being dramatic for ( Read more... )

so i will no longer post in this thing anymore but i have a new journal that im learning how to use since ultratron has died ive found that his processer can come back to life as pj the processer.


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i dont think i could have ever met a more wonderful make-shift daughter ever she cheers me up with memories of her being crazy and makes me smile, i love kaylin lamb, blam blam blam.

the key too getting over broken hearts is just letting all the blood drain out.

dan

I failed, i cant be who you want me to be. The rules are too extreme, i dont know what defines independance more than a job and school. I suppose I will never achieve enough, which is fine, I'll live without you, just under the impression that love isnt real. Well its not real the way we are told, my family left me, my love left me, my friends ( Read more... )

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i saw the sky black out the earth and light peer around a corner of my work and said i wish rhonda would hold my hand and watch the sunrise one day.


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alright fans of my senceless babbling if you want to post its ok i wont get it and i decided i will change my password to me just pounding on my computer cause i no longer what this added childishness in my life if i wanna write something ill put it in my blog on myspace. but for now i have decided to lock myself out of my account. farewell and ( Read more... )