It's been a great little trip down memory lane. LJ stalking old friends and seeing who is still around ( Read more... )

 To replicate the feeling of a hangover i decided to treat myself to pizza for breakfast this morning.  That plus porridge should hold me down for a few hours until i finish work ( Read more... )

It is funny how different a party is when you aren't drinking ( Read more... )

One third of the way through and two things are becoming glaringly apparent. I take things way too personally and have a tendency to over react.

Hmpfft.

About to cross off day six on my calendar.  So far the 'normal' is still there, although lying on my bed today i had a revelation ( Read more... )

I feel decidedly normal.  Usually i feel like a constantly increasing crescendo.  Without my party on, life seems... normal.  I feel normal.  This isn't really what i expected.

Totally forgotten about this.  Where's my fire gone?

Soundtrack for the day has been Regina Spektor and Rufus Wainwright.

Running out of words so i shall borrow some of theirs.

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Recently I have realised that my life has begun to consist of a monday to friday grind then a weekend free for all.  I love a great party.  Generally speaking I will find myself in the middle of it all.  It's really not my fault.  Shyness is often mistaken as confidence sometimes even arrogance.

After the Queens birthday extravaganza, at the end of ( Read more... )

Sick of losing. Sad at loss and crying for it to stop ( Read more... )

There's this thing called living right? And here i am doing it 24/7 sometimes with awesome sea parting enthusiasm. Lately not so much though ( Read more... )

stu·pid·i·ty (st-pd-t, sty-) n. pl. stu·pid·i·ties

1. The quality or condition of being stupid.
2. A stupid act, remark, or idea.
3. Logging into your livejournal on your exboyfriends computer and not closing the window when you leave.