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[littlebyrds]

I think stress is getting the better of me, I need to chill-the-fuck-out. I can't wait tell I'm done with this paper, it's totally fucking consuming my life. Last night I laid awake thinking about Hemingway, random facts, moving, jogging around my head. I was trying to put the information together- but why? I wasn't even near anything that would

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[afaintheart]

The Old Man and the Sea is a real bore. I'd go for For Whom the Bell Tolls instead.

[littlebyrds]

My friend said the same thing, I'll just have to read both.

[mercury_lust]

as soon as you figure out how to become a carefree person who doesnt crave stability, you let me know. "stop trying to make things work..." sounds so nice but sooooo out of reach. maybe its the opposite. take it for what it is that you are the way you are and dont fight it? who knows. do you wanna chill the fuck out together? maybe some wine and sunshine?*

[littlebyrds]

Wine and sunshine, oh hell yeah.

Yeah I guess I have issues with validation, but in the end it's really stupid because the only validation I need is my own. I'm beginning to find that within the shallowness lies some sort of purity and depth, I've had some of my best moments in the "kiddy pool." If that makes sense.

[mercury_lust]

it makes perfect sense. and was nicely put. i have my own complex with validation too, i think we all do. but thats talk over wine in the sunshine. im jetting off to sf for most of next week. what are you doing this saturday? theres a fun event. swimming rooftop screenprinting party thing at the standard rooftop downtown. or when i get back. happy swimming.*